So today is Mothers Day..... I will not go into detail as to what kind of day it was for me, but if you would like to email me I will tell you.
Thank you for all the comments you have left on the blog to David and I, they mean so much to me. But I have to tell you that to my knowledge, David does not read the blog or the comments. He has a friend that reports to him what I write on the blog, and the report gets a little misconstrued I am afraid. So because of that I am now toying with the fact of not writing on the blog anymore, it has made him mad enough to not wish me a Happy Mothers Day, and that makes me sad and I will not have that kind of contention between him and I. I know that he loves me very much and things are just hard for him right now, and in his defense he is not being mean at all, just stubborn. I love him more then anything in the world, and I know that he KNOWS that. I just need to get down on my knees and pray for him that his heart will change and that the Lord will really speak to him. I know he will and I know that the strength for all of this will come through the Lord, but I do not want David getting to the point where he resents me. So far he has not, I don't know why he chose not to acknowledge me on this day, that is between him and the Lord. I know that he loves me and that is all that matters.
So if I don't write much for awhile, that is why. I have a DEEP DEEP love for all of you and my heart is full of love for so many of you that I have never even met. Please know that I thank the Lord for each one of you every day.